These past two days have seemed like a dream. One of those dreams where you wake up and can't believe what just happened. Except it really did happen and it wasn't a dream. Monday morning Mama and I left for Nashville to meet Jesy Cordle for lunch on her way to Utah. It was really awesome to get to see her, but it made me realize some things.
- Neither my mom nor I am good with directions. We got lost multiple times, including turning around in the same place three different times and taking an extra probably 30 minutes because we took the long way back. Thank you GPS for giving us the longest routes possible.
- In less than two weeks I leave for camp. While, there are not words to express how excited I am, it is still sad leaving my friends and family for that long. (Even though I'm reluctant to admit it.)
- Watching Jesy leave, I realized how much I really hate goodbyes. And I have a lot of those coming up really soon, and though I've been looking forward to graduation for four years now, I'm dreading the goodbyes that come with it. The worst part for me is not knowing when I'll see them again, and I am terrified of losing the people I love. They say they'll always be there, but I've learned the hard way that that isn't always true. I just have to trust that God will guide me through this time of change. He knows who I need in my life and who I really don't. I think Sarah Strickland said it best.

- Also, Jesy Cordle is violent...
Never alone,
Never alone.
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown. Wherever you fly, This isn't goodbye.
My love will follow you, stay with you,
You're never alone.
-Never Alone, Lady Antebellum
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